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No fortress has been broken since the very day I harden my mind not to fall in love again on the third era,馃ぃ.
Since the very day I stop believing on mere word or vibes people use for enticement.
I truly grow to understand that many humans compose their word just to get you entice or lure you into their evil deed.unsplash
Many hurt has harden my mind in the sense that it can't be broken.
Many believes that when it comes to hurting feelings,
it happens only to the opposite sex,
I said NO.
your close friend of the same sex can give you the hurt o your life you couldn't imagine.
Your childhood friend, Someone you grow up together at kindergarten can put you through hell.
It's just of recent time I grow to understand why the Hebrews Bible say,
woe unto he that trust on any man.
the very first day you put your trust on men is the beginning of your downfall and heart brokenness., you can't avert it,.
It's sacrosanct.
When I first experience my first hurt 馃槀,
I thought it was all about ladies, that's the opposite sex,
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Never did I know that greater than hurt is on the way approaching me.
I suddenly realised that at times,
it's not the arrows that is thrown on our cardiovascular tissues that kill us,
But where the arrow is coming from,
whom the arrow is coming from,.
where and How the arrow is coming from kills faster than were the arrow lands on our hearts.
This was stated cleared to me when my close relatives fraud me of my visa processing.
With no remorse,unsplash
He planned with people and fraud my entire family and still come back to me of which I never believe even when I was told that he's the chief planner,
I was defendant on his side not knowing that he's the secret mosquito sucking gradually.
I got the greatest shock of my life when everything get to an exposure.
He couldn't face me neither can I face him.
That watermark remains real on daily basis. I can't even imagine that fortress been broken even in my next life.
When my date betrayed me though it hurt deeply and touching but later broke the fortress and see it as part of life experience, of which I get to forgive myself and each other though I really speak of her own if she has forgiven herself,but I did.
I don't get hurt anymore when it crosses my mind.,
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I only smile and laugh at how stupid I was swimming and enslaving myself in the name of Love.
Although I couldn't give love a chance since then but I still believe when the time is right I will 馃ぃ.
Where the hurting is coming determine how severe the brokenness will be and if the fortress will be easily removed or remain a stain that can't be removed with any stain removal.
Many don't understand the importance of relationship,
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There's more to relationship than what we just see.,
There's more to friendship than what we cherish and neglect what we ought acknowledge.
But I love my God馃ぃ,
He is my refuge and my fortress.
in him do I trust.
That fortress can't be broken till the end of the world馃挭馃挭 at least I'm okay with his bonding if I can Bond even more than I desired.,though I pray for more Grace and mercy馃檹馃檹馃檹
