You have no idea how pumped I am to finally be back after what has felt like an eternity. The last few weeks have been a wild ride. The marathon study sessions, sleep deprivation, exam tension and all that were the order of the day. I have sort of learnt to desensitize myself to the pain of all these things, but then I must admit that once or twice I felt so tired and unmotivated as the papers were back to back. Luckily for me, I had some people around me who served as motivation throughout the entire period. I am pretty sure I'd have let sleep or the burning desire to just take a little rest win a couple of nights but when the people around me were reading they'd serve as extra motivation and then oftentimes I'd get motivating texts and calls from loved ones as well and I am grateful for that. These were ultimately what kept me going in those mentally tasking times.
The exam itself was good. On most days I came out of the exam hall smiling, and on one or two days I came out sweating, hehe. The smiles were far more than the sweating so I am quite happy about that and hoping to see a wonderful result.
Well, I am happy to finally be done with that and now it is the holiday period. Usually holiday period should be for rest, but for me, it's far from that. Recently I've been on a self improvement in all aspects journey and I already have a list of things I have planned to do after the exam. Now that I am finally done though, I am feeling a bit tired. I actually finished on Wednesday and have been writing this since Thursday. Part of the reason has been the nationwide network issues that started on Thursday, but I am pretty sure if I was really determined I'd have at least been done writing before now. I am sure it's just a short phase though and I'm slowly clawing myself towards the hardworking mindset I had before the exams.
I have had about two to three days of relatively little work and lots of rest and enjoyment and will start working harder towards the goals I set from tomorrow. I feel I have actually started working towards the goals by writing this post. Let's see what happens in the coming days.
God, it feels so good to write again. See you on the blockchain my frens.
THANKS FOR READING
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