The Magical Pencil

This is how I am practicing trust, following my heart,
being brave and in the flow...

This is my newest drawing in progress.

Do you know that with a tool as simple as a colored pencil,
you have the power to change your world?
I am drawing since I could hold a pencil in my hand.
When I was very little, I really loved this old polish animation
called "the magical pencil".
The main character was this little boy,
he was always in a company of a little bird.
From his grandfather, he got a magical pencil.
He had different adventures, and whenever he was in trouble,
he could draw on any surface and manifest objects into physical reality.
I could always so relate, feeling like I am living this tale!
My artistic gifts were passed on to me through my grandfather,
and when I was little, I was calling him by the name of this bird!
My peaceful childhood ended when at the age of 4
I entered the dark night of my soul,
and for the next 9 years, I was moving through the hell realms.
Colored pencils truly saved my life!!
I wouldn't be alive right now if I would not have this creative outlet,
to be able to channel the energies!
In the beginning, I was using them to escape into my imaginary worlds
where I could feel safe.
I was in a deep darkness, and my throat chakra was shutting down,
for many years I had great difficulty with expressing this way.
This pushed me deeper into my drawing,
communicating visually what I have to say.
Over the years, I learned how to use drawing to heal myself,
releasing and transforming the energies, creating a free flow.
This evolved into using this tool into the creation of my reality,
for planting the seeds of visions,
but also for connecting with the higher dimensional aspects of myself.
At the moment I expanded also into different mediums,
but colored pencils will be always my greatest love!
I keep coming back to it and realizing
that I really need to focus deeper on expanding this direction.
After all, it is one of my greatest gifts to share..
next to my voice;)
Over the years I did a lot of healing in this direction,
working through my inner blockages.
I can now soar high with it, having glimpses into the divine potentiality.
I am holding the space with the sound of my voice,
for others to heal and awaken their voices,
offering through different sound healing offerings.
This life's journey is pretty amazing!!!;)
It is my dream for the coming year
to share with the wisdom from my experience,
and being able to teach, assist and empower others
in the journey of awakening into their own true creative nature!
Aho!;)