It cant be acceptable that someone whom you like most gets apart from you. It hurts most. I am going through this pain since morning.It makes me restless. I can't sit in peace. But I know I have to over come. I am gonna share this with you to fell little lighter.......
Because of this pandemic situation we have to attend online classes.It has both advantage and disadvantage. Almost 60% of total can't join the class because of their networking issues. As our government declared to take online classes so we have to.
In todays morning I have to join a class through zoom app. Course name - Philosophy of mind.
It was taken by our most favorite course teacher Prof. Dr. Mahmuda Akand.
Whatever I say about her remains less. She is my idol. Most importantly she is a fantastic human being. She is very ethical. I don't meet with any person in my whole life who is as responsible as her.Whatever she does is perfect.
Mam always said one thing,
whatever you do in your life ( in profession) do it honestly.Be honest, You will surely achieve your goal.
She was extremely against of corruption. She does his every single work ethically. She used to get dream to make Bangladesh corruption free.
The reason for talking so much is today was our last class with her. It makes me upset. She also got very emotional when she said that. I can't get over it. I can't forget the golden memories with her. Let me share some of those......
Mam was so strict so we had to make our presentation perfectly. She observed our work meticulously. She was also very strict in numbering. We got afraid as it was our first presentation with her.We worked for doing our level best.
I was so nervous on that day. Just thought whether everything will be okay or not.I used to pray to allah that please, fix everything rightly. We must wear formal dresses on presentation. So i carried shari as my formal attire.
Finally when I presented my script to her , she made me appreciate. It was one of my special moments with her. I was so happy to make her happy.
As it was a good day so after finishing our class we went for some refreshment.
Me with two of my friends Hridi and Nur , they were also my team mate on this presentation. After presentation , we took our lunch and walked together towards BBH (hall in Ju). There we took so many selfies together and had some fun. Indeed,it was a good day to remember.
We have no idea that world become stuck in one place because of covid-19. Our last class with mam held in 10th march,2020. We didn't know officially that was our last class.But we took some photos with mam with out any reason.
During class time she is very formal but after classes she is very friendly and casual. We take photographs, having coffee together (with mam) several times. She helps us to understand course topics even out of classes. She was very careful and in the mean time sensitive to her students.
After all of these I will say one thing that I will miss you mam. You are the best. I will remember you in every steps on my life though we remains attach through social media.Today I will make a promise to you that ,
I will try to be honest on my personal and professional life and not to harm anybody because of me.
I can write about her limitlessly . I know it can't be done. In the end one thing that I want to say I love u mam and you will be always remembered.
