And the headache is down, an Eagle has landed. Weather is shitty but not so bad, my parrot is plucking feather this morning. No idea what that is about, maybe he is just grooming that way. Or he has a mental disorder...
In fact, the parrots CAN have a mental disorder if they are left alone or treated badly, so I wouldn't be surprised if this one turned mental because of the previous bad treatment. That, or he is following the latest fashion of his karmic twin...
But, a parrot is very polite and chirps all kind of melodies when he needs something. Aw, yes, he speaks all the world languages if he sees me eating anything. The cage is now literally next to my table so I am 'annoying' him even more either by tickling his feet while he climbs or whatever else I can do with my hand. He is not so hissy now.
The fact that that yellow capercaillie can have an anxiety disorder, is kind of amazing, compared with the fact that most human beings, can't have it. Amazing isn't it, but really, many people don't feel anxiety. Panic and fear yes, in abundant quantities, but anxiety, no. Weird.
We have some work too...
After I spent almost an entire weekend hovering on the pink cloud with my horrendous headache, the Monday arrived without that burden. Besides being in pain, zoned and all wobbly I had no other difficulties. The only thing that is good about that weather-induced headache is that I only need to wait until sky stops pumping pressure up and down. When it stabilizes it is over.
Many people I know poison themselves with pills and the worst thing is that they either don't know what is a cause of a headache, or they don't want to listen to anything but to '... and how strong it is'. I stopped giving advice ages ago, but I don't take any as well. My headache is not caused by inflammation or crooked neck, I have all test done and my spine is at the surprise of many perfect, and if you don't count my bones I am not stiff anywhere.
Some changes come with an age, but many malfunctions are due to the wrong usage. You can't treat your body wrong and expect to be ok, it doesn't work like that. But, you can't also expect that everyone is fucked up because you are, in the same way, or from the same thing like you.
Yesterday I was watching a documentary about the Earth history, evolution and all those carnivorous beings living back then. It reminded me of human society at this point of our evolution. Many people are predators, but some are really so highly specialized it is impossible to tell the difference between them and harmless ruminants.
I also took a look at the trending feed and found this SteemPay 0.3.0 Release - Supporting seven more currencies (USD, EUR, GBP, JPY, CNY, PHP, MYR) this would be great if I could actually use it in my local shop to buy groceries. And, by the way, everybody would get buts about STEEM if we could do it directly without all those trading websites, wallets, and the middlemen.
Also, the eSteem upgraded with the addition of desktop app, you can get it here, eSteem: Surfer 1.0.0 beta release.
For the end, I have a concerning thing to observe. Back in a day I used to say good morning to the parents of my friends, and not to bluntly stare into their faces. So, I am teaching my daughter to do the same, but I don't see similar behavior from her peers.
I just passed by a few of those children from her class, said hello to an each of them, they just .. stare at me. No answer. They know her parents, so there is no way that they stare because they don't know us.
Just an empty blunt stare, completely zombified.
There are other things too because my daughter is coming back from school and she tells me things that are only possible in the disturbing environment. The more I think about it, the more I realize how alien we are to these 'normal' people. This is not about money or not having some things, the differences are becoming more and more obvious to me. At first, I thought some people are just plain idiots, doomed to ruin themselves and meant to spawn out a generation of the similar under-performing losers. Don't get me wrong, I like people - but why would you smoke or buy shit you don't even need if your kid needs food, shoes and some pretense of a normal parent who cares?
But, these 'normal' people are all together, they get all the good chances in life while most of the people who share my blood type are on the far edges of society even if they are the most normal, logical beings you can find.
'Aw, don't buy your daughter everything, she will grow up selfish... ' and 'You have to teach her values...' and '... humane...' and '... we differ from animals by...'and ... etc. so many other blanket statements; just tell me how and prove it, then we talk.
I will buy to my daughter with my money what-fuck I want because I only can see selfish adults who were raised in the same way they sell it now to others, and their children are already selfish, greedy, envious little copies of their elders. So... that doesn't sell to me. Yes, I buy her everything, I also buy her brains to recognize bullshit and to know how to count her money.
But, it is so bad to teach the little kids all those hard-boiled life-changing stuff. It will confuse them. All the complications... Oh!
Well, my parents did the same, but the only thing that utterly confuses me after all that pretentious gas-lighting, even today, is ... where are the humans?
