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Hi, I am Arveno and i am from Surabaya city Indonesia. I want to make content about myself that i dont know this is calamity or fortune to my life. Before i told you how the feel can seeing Ghost. Let me tell you story how i can see this ghost.
Okay, what make me can see the ghost is by accident that i experience when i was kid. I think i at 6th grades at that time. By coincedence my right eye got stabbed by the needle of Vernier calipers.
Yes this one. My right eyes stabbed by this one, i knew who throw it and yeah at that time my class is chaos since the teacher is gone and as a kid that very usual make chaotic scene on class right. Yeah i dont know this is destiny or disaster for me hahahah.
After got stabbed, yeah my eyes feels like broken glass, not hurt but it feel uncomfortable to see.
Long short story, i diagnosed by traumatic cataract which is i need operate my right eye and changed the lens on my right eye. I will tell you my eye experience in another content. But, i will jump on after the operation done and can be categorized as succeed. And here after the operation i am starting get epilepsy when i lack of sleep. My mind will bland and my body will convulsions. and my mouth foamed. After going to many doctors, i just diagnosed with Epilepsy and starting drinking Epilepsy medicine. At first i believe what doctor said. But, it not become better, it worsened. I got Epilepsy everyday, every night and the intensity rising after drinking that meds. Until one day. After drinking this meds and i make a mistake by drinking this med with cola not water. Thats the first i can see heaven for the first time. Yeah i experienced Near Death Experience. I feel like dream at that time while in Real world, my mouth foamed, i dont breath at all and my body starting to cold and stiff. I dont know i got this situation for how long, but when in heaven, it just like second. And i got told by i dont know who. But the voice is really charismatic and i feel like i understand what he said. He just send me back, it is not my time being there. And after that, i am back opening my eyes, i feel fine no hurt no sick at all.
And after that happened. I decided not to drink any meds anymore. And i never got epilepsy again. And FYI at that time i was in collage. So, i have this epilepsy almost 7-8 years. And this is when the first time i see ghost.
I have outbound activity when in collage. At evening that even not night time. Around 4-5 p.m in the evening, someone approached me and asking something about life. He is like middle age man with wise face and calm face. he asking about my life and after i done talking my experience, he started to tell his story. I dont remember much about his story. But, what i remember is just one senteces until right now. He said that "Never feel that you are the only one that having misfortune,many people having that, you just need to accept it.Andry,depressed,happy,joy,anxiety,or sad. Just accept it" That what i remember till right now. And after he said that my friend called me and asking why i daydreaming alone and not afraid of dark without any wine or any beer at all. That makes me confused since i got company and i smoke at that time and not daydreaming. I listening, and after i awarere with my surroundings, it turns out that the place is really dark without any light at all and i dont have any smokes or drink or anything. So, what i experienced?? Am i crazy?? that what i think that time. Until this incident often happened in my life. Yeah at first i am afraid when i am starting to aware. But, i cannot differentiate between real human and ghost.
They are look alike. Mostly really different with the movies or in televisions that really creepy. They just like human. Normal human. They just passing by mostly or want to talk and they want to be heard.
Until one day, i have bad accident that makes my motorcycle heavily broken and my body injury in many place from my back,my knee, my hand,my elbow. Just because i avoiding a boy that ran across the road. Yeah i saw that boy and when i am avoiding, i still can see that my motorcycle hitting him.
And after i fell, i stand up and searching everywhere and want to see how bad that boy condition. But, there are many people helping me and asking why i fell alone, am i daydreaming or having something on my eyes or body that make me fell from motorcycle. After i explained to many people about that boy. They said no boy around there. And i said Damn!!! what is my excuse to my parents for this broken Motorcycle. And you know what i still can walk bringing my broken motorcycle to my house. It took around 1 hours walking with my wound and broken motorcycle. And FYI after many time have this incident with ghost, i dont afraid anymore to ghost. But, yeah sometimes, i need to be really cautious. Since i can differentiate between them. After i reached 27 or 28, i started to learn how to feel the different and how to comunicate often with them, and starting understanding my awareness of this ghost. So i am not called freak by other people. And i can hide it well. And, after i reached 28 i tell my mom about this incedent. And it turns out that my mom can see it too. Duuhhh!!! why i dont ask earlier and asking how to manage this situation. Thats why my mom can feel and see if the house is haunted or not. My parents often help their children to pick house for rent. Same with me, i can sense and see them. Like in my house that i live in right now. There is seal that make the ghost cannot going anywhere. And this ghost is not too talkactive, usually just passing by and seeing my activity. She is old woman that have cared face. With bright smile like parent to her child. Thats why my son is not afraid to her. And yeah, my son can see them too. But, i dont know how deep his ability. From baby till right now, he usually talk can see after the human is dead like my grandfather that passed away years ago. He can see his great grandfather looking to us and crying. And yeah i saw it that too. My Grandfather did not want to make us look sad. But, who not sad when someone loved is dead right. So, yeah what ghost look like?? It just like human. Excatly like a human.
Thats my experience. Sorry if my grammar was so bad. I hope you understanding my content this time. And see you in the next content.
