Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. in this content i want to share content about the last sin that can burden our life. And usually this sin that make our life miserable until the end of our life. Because if this sin controlling our life, it need to be fed and every time we fed this sin it consume what we called EGO. One word that can destroy a human instantly.
Okay first, this sin called Pride. The most dangerous and the first sin that make even the arc angel turns to be a demon on Enocian bible. Yeah this sin that turned Lucifer from Arc Angel to the Evil. One thing that called Ego that consume our consciousness and cannot think clearly. And also ego need to be fed. Actually when we can control our ego, it not too dangerous for our life. But, recently most people having bigger ego and destroy humanity. Look at the world now. Everyone need to be number 1 and destroy everything which hinders the moves to be number 1. And it doesn't stop there, they continue to feed their ego to dominate their life. And that causes war, poverty, hunger, envy, social gap, destroying environment or even worse depleted natural resources. Ego makes us unable to think long term thats why it wont give any solution to greening or recharge the resources. And based on my experiences, almost all my failure is caused by my Ego. Either i dont want to be a humble person or i dont want to listened to other people. I will feel smarter,most correct, and all most that lead me to my ruin. Especially when i am on work that need to discussing with team. As far as i remember there are 2 incident that make me ruined when working with my friends. The first, i dont listen my friend at that time. He said that i need to be careful because it is too good to be true. And i feel that i the only person that walking on the right path. But it turns out that yeah i got frauded by buyer and it cost me almost my saving. The second I feel superior and dont want to listen people that below me even though they are right and i am wrong. And you know the end. Everything feels smooth at first, but in the end the system broke and the business fail like ship sinking on the ocean. That just because i fed my ego too much. If only i can controling my ego and just listen other opinion and started to think clearly maybe the outcome will be different. But, after i entering age 30, my mindset is started to change a little bit. Now, i will listen other opinion first and distinguish between opinion and fact. And if they are just bluffing and talk nonsense, i will just nod and answering yes to every word they said. And if it is fact and have meaning and related to my problem or maybe even better that can solving one of my problem i will started to recording it on my brain. And when we can succed to compress and handle our Ego, everything will clearer and easy to manage. But, yeah it is not that simple i know that. Even when i said that now i am wiser. Sometimes i still have impulsif react and still feeding my ego. Even on my marriage relationship, sometimes both of us still feeding our own ego. And when the tension is cooling down then i usually talking to my wife that we need to reduce feeding our Ego. What makes hard is because sometimes or maybe mostly i unconsciously feeding the ego with just thought or words. And i dont realize it until i feel on the verge of collapse. But, luckily right now i can manage to realized sooner so before something bad happened i can handle the bad situation and the risk of feeding my ego. Especially when handling my son. Sometimes ego can be really bad for nurturing child.
And how about you guys?
Realized with your own pride?
or still denial with having so much pride?
