Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. in this content i want to share my experience that is Near Death experience. If you are from Southeast Asia, i think this experience is kinda normal and many people still believe with mystic, ghost, miracle, etc. At first, i dont believe all of this bullshit. Until i experienced it by myself.
Hmm, maybe many of you did not believe in ghost and said that ghost is did not exist. Or many of you said that ghost is exist and real. For me, they are real since i can look the spirit and ghost. But, i cannot see them if they dont want to shows it form to me. Sometimes what i seen is just wind or just chill feel and at that time my heart will pounding faster and having goosebumps for a while. The other form is they can give some messages to me through dreams. Sometimes they will said what they need, but sometimes they just giving hint and need to deliver the messages to their families. Thats weird right?
Me too. At first i am really uncomfortable and my life was miserable. I am diagnosed having Epilepsy and drink meds within almost 5 years long. And the doze is increasing each year and the symptom is not reduced a bit. Curious how i get this ability? Okay i will tell from the start.
This happened when i was on the last grade at Elementary school. I think i once shared that one of my eye is broken because my eye got hit by compass for drawing circle if u know what i mean.
Yes, this one. The myrrh at the right side hitting my eye ball and damaging my eye lens. And it makes my eyes cannot seen and the lens need to be changed with artificial one. Easy, this lens broken is very common for human, but usually the old people that having this symptom. And this is when my spiritual event begin. Okay, for what happened u can read there.
lets jump to my Near Death Experience. After i get operated my eyes. I dont know since when my eyes cannot differentiate who is the ghost and who is the real human. Sometimes the ghost is really looks alike human. The difference is when you touching them, they cannot be touched. Or even worse they will gone if we are having strong will and they are afraid to us. That makes my brain kinda confused and having temporary shock. And i dont know at that time maybe the tech is not as good as now, my symptom is just Epilepsy. And yeah as i said above all Epilepsy meds did not work at all. And this is when i know about my ability.
One day, i have headache after i am done doing sport. At that time i dont know about stroke or hypertension. Maybe i got hypertension at that time. What i feel that my head getting hit by hammer. and it hurt so much. I even cannot think and have nausea. And what make worst, i drink ibuprofen pills with soda as drink. At that time i was still young and very reckless, And you can guess, yeah they are react pretty well in my body. My head feels like want to burst at the moment and i am more nausea. Soon enough my mom took me at doctor. The doctor said that it just common headache. And they give some pill that i really dont know what the name and i dont even remember. After i took that pills. I feel asleep. And this is when my advanture begun.
I dont know this is just dream or not. I am entering the gate of heaven. With full og gold gate. With someone waiting me in front of gate. With a handsome face,Calm Face, and soothe the soul. He asking me where will I go. I am confused at that time. I said I dont know, i even dont know what place is this. Then he is just silent and welcoming me and take a tour inside the gate. And yeah i believe this is paradise. Literally huge garden with lusting plants and trees. Having neat and clean pond. With some families gathering around the pond and they look happy. And no need waiting to long, i heard someone calling my name but i dont see who is it. What i can see is just feet like sitting on huge chair. The voice is like very wise and calming but really firm. He said that i am not belong in there and my time is still not coming, go back and you still have my mission that need to be done. After that somehow i am falling down from high place. And it feels like dream. I wake up and my headache,nausea,all of it gone. With a blink and one pill. Can u imagine that?
When i wake up i seen my mom and my brother crying besides me. And i feel that my bed is really wet. And after i fully aware then i asking my mom what happened. My mom said that i am not breathing around 20 minutes.
At that time i seen miracle. But, if i think about me now, man it is very close. It just 10 minutes away i will trully passed away. If i cannot breath and my heart cannot pump blood into my brain i willl have dead brain and yeah absolutely died. So, this is my experience that i am nearly dead or maybe i already dead and i am back again like Lazarus. And after this experience. My life about spirit really changed. I am starting often black out and having seizures like epilepsy and i cannot differentiate any spirit and human. Some of my friend called me crazy too.
But save it for next content. I will tell my ghost story.
And what do you think about this story. Did you having same experience with me?
Thats why i always said to everyone that close to me.
Please appreciate your life. You even dont know how the feel at heaven. It is good if entering the heaven but we cannot choose where we will go, how if entering hell??
