"I probably ride jetskis all day with three young ladies on the back feeding me grapes off the vine."

I always pictured a horse and milkshake sort of situation with you and your ladies. Lol.

"Sorry for the ranty random thoughts. That's what was on my mind."

Haha ranty random thoughts are my bread and butter here.

I have never been "big" here so I have very little sp so I can't speak to what losing that kind of value is like but I do know that no matter what you have there is always someone who wants to talk shit because they don't have it. Those people are assholes so fuck them.

I have had some rough patches too and have made a number of poor choices over the years so I can identify with the idea of trying to chang life paths midstream and having it not work out as well as one would have hoped. It is a real slap in the face but we can usually recover from that sort of thing, if we're lucky anyway.