I've been thinking for several days about how our relationship is going lately, I've noticed that for no apparent reasons your behavior has changed with me and I do not mean your answers, elusive attitudes, inattention or the so hurtful way that you continually ignore me.
This has already advanced a lot, your sarcastic and indifferent attitude lacera without mercy my feelings, that although very strong, your continuous damage has worn them out. There are many things that you let go of and that unfortunately I have allowed.
You have consumed my patience and my desire to continue, I no longer feel comfortable with this that I do not deserve, I can not resign myself to constant suffering in exchange for a few moments of happiness.
It is difficult to write these letters, because as you know, I have always been willing to do everything for you; There have been so many difficult circumstances that we have been through together, including our biggest obstacle, the distance, so keeping a relationship of this kind alive requires a lot of effort.
Effort that you do not value, for what I consider that I should not continue in something where I do not feel comfortable, in addition it is evident that you do not have the slightest interest to worry about how I feel and improve your actions.
It is something of reciprocity and it seems that the effort comes from only one part. Maybe for you they are trifles but for me it is something important, I hope you take the matter with the seriousness it requires and not as an attack of drama on my part because really to write this letter I needed a lot of calm.
PS: You always wanted me to write a letter thinking about you, today I have fulfilled one more wish, maybe not the way we both want but it is the right one at this moment
Hello! I hope you have enjoyed that lost letter in some corner of my memory but that my insistent little worms have managed to dust off. I tell you that for the first time this letter was addressed to someone, of course with certain variations, it has been so long that I have distant memories of what was actually sent, but putting the puzzle together with those fragments I have managed to create something very similar to the original. Hugs and kisses worms, I read them in the comments!