Hollywood is a hell hole. It’s the worst possible atmosphere to be living in. It changes most people.

When I got to this country as a teenager, I wanted to get into show business and started going to movie extras jobs here and there, studying cinema in college, etc... I keep thanking the universe that at some point (pretty quickly) I stopped and got out of there, that I didn’t keep going and didn’t get deeper into acting/modeling/etc stuff... If I did, knowing my dark inclinations and longing for weird adventures and my identity problems back then, I would probably end up completely damaged.

Don’t get me wrong, I Still love Cinematography and Art, but to me it is SEPARATE from showbiz now.