I can see in my mind
A place that I would like to find
I can see in my past
My life shattering like glass
I have come from nothing
I have returned
It is myself
I have burned
I’ve taken a fall
into the depths
Trying to recover
But I haven’t yet
My weakness
took control
The remnants
of my soul
Want it back
Last leg last life
Can’t get this one right
But I cannot continue
With these thought patterns
Or no progress will be achieved
How to create a new neural network?
My synapses are so used to dependence
On a bottle that’s shattered
It feels as though nothing mattered
My ambitions are lofty yet scattered
I wanted to save the country
I wanted to save the planet
But I could not save myself
From turning into granite
I thought I had it bad
But that part is only beginning
This may not be my day,
But the dragon I shall slay.
I know I am winning.
That throbbing pain in my head
Won’t go away
Because of choices
I made yesterday
My shoulder hurts
My knee is fucked
My foot might be broken
Out of luck
Too transparent
that’s apparent
At least I’m not
Inhaling sarin