Bi-polar reality
When things feel good they start to go bad
A portal to purgatory
No one to trust
Isn't it sad?
Slow sippin'
'Cause I really drank all of it yesterday
To never learn
From this false sense of dismay
It's always when you least expect
That they go for your neck
I was just trying to mind my business
Now you created
A score to finish
I wait
Until you strike first
A worldly evil is
Not what I disperse
I immerse
Myself in a past that seems so distant
How can one at the same time
Be so inconsistent and persistent?
I was raised with too much pride
Which can become a curse
Not one to confide
Until I'm in the hearse
I've made the mistakes enough times
I still make them
I'm only a human
Surrounded by Archons
And those too weak
To know they are possessed
This world perpetuates duress
I've wanted to move on for so long
The nightmare keeps repeating
My only solace is in this
A lie that's worth deleting
