I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an aversion to humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame humans for how I feel towards humans and how I see/think about humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that being a human is a problem.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that humans are the problem.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generally see humans as negative, evil, harmful, abusive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate on humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to whilst hating humans, not count myself in the human category, when in fact I am human myself and so the same as all humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that all humans are bad and that there is nothing else to take from a human, other than harm and abuse.
I see, realise and understand that each human has qualities that work and others that do not.
I see, realise and understand that I must accept, understand and take what exists now as the qualities that benefit, whilst also taking into consideration and noting the qualities that do not benefit, because either way I learn and adjust.
I commit myself to accept myself as all I am currently and so as to best assess myself for what I can change, improve, stop, but not only THOSE qualities or things that require change, but also, and what I see I’ve failed to do, to look at the qualities that benefit, which are many within myself and within others - it’s not all dark, evil, gloomy etc, I see beneficial qualities in each.
I commit myself to stop identifying the most with the abusive qualities, the harmful qualities, the qualities that require improvement and change, and instead be able to see within myself the beneficial qualities that I have and have gained in my life, because those are equally as vital and important as the qualities that require change - they are both me and a part of me.
I commit myself to identify with my beneficial qualities and so that I can make the best use of them, I commit myself to do this by stopping, breathing, seeing what cool things I do in my life, in how I interact with others, what I do generally, my actions, and see how those are cool things in moments, that may happen so fast, but the fact is they exist, and so they count, and so I must be aware of these and continue using them, also, to see who I am, where I am, how I am, and so not just constantly see a need for change and improvement and IGNORE these moments where I am already doing cool things as what is best for ALL.