Hi there, who are reading and my friends to be-I hope. To make friends, as been told, we need to introduce ourselves but I don't think that idea suits me. Introducing, to me, is roughly a giving information process, you might know my name, my age, my nationality, my occupation or even my marital status but after all, really? Is that me?-A name is never enough to tell or know about someone, so I guess I have to describe me more than that.
I like drawing, through lines, shapes and colors without a words, a picture can catch your eyes, evoke your feelings and recall your memories. Is that so cool and incredibly beautiful? Therefore, instead of giving you some ordinarily boring information about me, I would love to draw myself to you, to show you my true color and welcome you to my "frame".
Well, I am thin straight lines, square shapes with blue color. Through building and losing quite some of my precious relationships, I have been learning to sincerely express myself, I always try to be genuine to people around me about how feel, what I think in a as much gentle way as I can. One cannot be trusted without being true. I used to be so frank, cruelly frank, that I didn't care about other's feelings whether they will be sad or hurt. I was quite confident about my sharp language using skills and believed that there is no way better than being straightforward. Until I made more than one of my beloved ones cry then I realized it might not necessary to let someone know the truth by stabbing it through their hearts. Let them know but show them love, that is what I am trying to follow. Just like those thin straight lines, people still figure out where they are going,yet, not cutting the pictures.
More than any types of shapes, I like square shapes just as I like equality and fairness; the shape that you can perfectly put a circle in it or device it into many more square portions without being biased. Would it be so great if we can also treat people that way, show our kindness to every one at the same level. I know it is not an easy battle to be "that" kind. However, I am trying. Once, I went to a meditation, the master made a wish for everyone, he said: " I wish that we can see the reality as square as it is:good or bad. So, here I am, praying God to help us all to be "square".
And why blue? Skies-unlimited, natural and inspiring.
After a tiring day or a struggling time, if I could, I usually lie down on the grassy ground at the park near my house,look at the enormous sky above to see how small I am, to think about the endless stream of life from millions of million years ago. Where is the ending point? We will never know, so keep going as much as I can, keep going.
Well, that is a picture of me. Of course, I can be more detailed but who tells the whole life in one sit (and who has enough time to listen the whole long thing) so I hope I have just sketched myself, warmly and clearly enough to be friends with you.
I am Ann by the way, nice to meet you!
