”Hi dear,
I know that you most probably think that I have no right to call you so, since I am no longer your boyfriend but I can’t call you otherwise, sorry. Your message was clear. I understood everything and promised not to bother you anymore.
Simply there are a few important things I would like you to know and this will be the last time I’ll remind you of my existence, promise.
When you came into my life, it changed for me forever.
My life found meaning, got colors and it was worth living. I was discovering myself through you and I was touching the happiness by making you happy.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I always knew you were a real treasure, which I did not deserve.
Thank you for each of your smiles, each of your kisses and each day, which you had spent with me. I was sinking when I met you.
I met you when I was hugged by darkness and despair. You pulled me out and killed the darkness inside me.
After you left me I had nothing left to live for. So I decided to leave my life just like you left me.
Without any notice, immediately, with no turning back and no explanations… With just one deep cut and a final sip.
Only like that I can be sure that I will keep my promise and will not bother you anymore…
So good-bye dear and take care. Be happy, enjoy life and know that for a few weeks you have made someone extremely happy.
Hugs, P”
Her eyes were full of tears.
There was no trace from the initial annoyance she felt when she first saw the envelope.
She always dreamed that someday she will inspire someone to write a poem, a song, a book – or at least a story.
But all she was able to inspire was a suicidal good-bye letter.
Instead of a muse, she had become a killer. And no matter what happens next, she will always feel as such…