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Nobody will ever know how I feel,

For I can't clarify everything.

No one to love,

No one to fault,

Everybody dependably the same.

Nothing to think about,

No motivation to lie,

For I am me, myself, and I.

Nobody sees what I see,

No one remaining to watch over me.

It's sort of tragic recognizing what's valid,

'Cause then you know who's there for you.

A large portion of them simply put on that show.

A great deal of them speak awful about me in the face of my good faith.

A debt of gratitude is in order for influencing me to feel along these lines,

There's nothing more I ought to need to state.

Every one of the circumstances I was distant from everyone else

Influences me to feel unusual when somebody's home.

No family for help, no companions to mind.

Individuals ask why I don't go anyplace.

Consistently weeping late into the night,

At times I wish somebody cherished me.

No expectation, no affection, no life, no companions.

The agony never closes.

At times I ask what did I do to merit this.

Be that as it may, no one answers.

A voice in my mind instructs me to overlook the awful and recollect great.

In any case, at that point I reply to myself saying there is no great to recollect.

I generally holler at myself inquiring as to why me? Why?

Sitting in an unfilled extra room.

Nobody to converse with about how I feel.

Nobody to ask me what I feel.

Is it accurate to say that anyone is out there in this brutal world we live in?

Once in a while I start to ponder.

Once in a while I'm brutal on myself.

Morn comes and I wake up wanting to be never conceived.

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