It could be Frampton's, Do You Feel Like I Do?
I don't know how you're not a famous movie star...
The archons are gaslighting humanity so you shouldn't be so hard on yourself as it's no sign of healthy intelligence to be well adjusted to a very sick world.
In fact, there is only one right emotion when it comes to the state of affairs on this earth right now: to be sickened by it.
But those heals do offer some relief:)
I definitely wish I wasn't an ole geezer! lol