I am not a people's person in any way and will prefer to bury myself in my own thoughts and imagination. I am that woman that would rather suffer in silence than to start a conversation with someone. Some people call it ego but it's more like an introvert.
But all these are a thing of past now.
I was opportuned to work as a relationship manager for year and it did brought me out of my comfort zone. Meeting people, talking to them and closing sales is practically what the job is all about. After a year in the job, there is absolutely no one that i cannot be able to talk to.
My thoughts are filled of what i can become if only i can let myself be. I have seen myself in big organizations making presentations. My mind wander off to where i am shaking hands with MDs and CEOs of top business brands. Hanging out with friends to celebrate a million dollar sales and making it to the most successful sales woman in history.
These thoughts and dreams of mine are really expensive and the price to pay is too great. There were days that i chicken out as every rejection and ran home to cry then try again the next day.
I bought books likethe secret and sales dog to help me find myway to my dreams since you become what you read.
Last week i attended a dinner party where the top sellers of a real estate company were being celebrated and i saw young men and women doing exceedingly well in sales.
My mind wandered of again...
To my future self in two years time where i will be celebrated as the Best Sales Woman of the year