You are not failing again this time. You need to up your game. This is not your time to sit back.
You have to keep pushing, becoming your best, engaging everything profitable, be motivated, be calm, be learned, build your skills, build your financial skills, your social skills, your academics, your education. Your mindset must be strong. It must be tough.
Don't create a room for failure, don't allow it be your fault, don't regret it. Do your part and leave your rest for universe to decide if you're worth it or not. You don't have to pressure yourself but you have to pressure yourself
because you are searching for nothing but the best.