Nobody has asked me what I wanted for Christmas, so I said fuck it. I would write this out.
What I really want for Christmas.
My father, my mother, my grandparents and my siblings all together at Christmas. My parents not getting drunk or stupidly drunk or high, my parents getting together and not being ASSHOLES to one another, my step-mother actually sitting down and having a relatively coherent conversation. My kids all together at that table as well.
NOW, this is a lovely thought. However, it would never in a million years happen. Why? Well, my parents hate each others' guts, my mother is a incredible racist and would pick a fight with my grandmother...and my siblings have their own lives and we barely talk to one another, much less be in a room with our mother...
And two of my kids live away from me..and travel is impossible at the moment.
So, seeing as that won't happen... I'l settle for a bottle of wine. ;
