A hectic day today. I packed a box. In preparation to having all my things packed in the house. I think I need more boxes so I will get some more probably tomorrow.
Random thought
I've come to the realisation life is like a passing train. You get on and get off each time something catches your eye or if the conductor notices you don't have a ticket.
I think I lost my ticket and therefore will be getting off in a bit.
I have also seen my life turn upside down but still I feel like it is a normal day since I have yet to put any of the things I have packed into the shipping container. Oh man this will be a big job ahead of me. So much to do so little time. I think I should also start packing the shed things since I need to make some head way.
It is funny to think of doing something like this as a process where you are left with the feeling of emptiness, since after all that is exactly what is happening around you when you put them all into boxes. I am very much afraid things will take the turn for the worst and I am on the edge of a precipice, tethering on an easy slip to oblivion. The view from up here is peaceful, taking the step to the abyss I am not sure the wind blowing in my face is the feeling of peace.
So much to do so little time so much possibilities to take it easy.
Well I guess I'll leave it here for now since I will have to pack some more.
This is what I am watching while writing this post. Enjoy.
