EUFORIA seven nights ago remained in my mind. At that time, half the city lights were covered with cold night fog. The new black cloud left an inch. Splashing water splattered against the fence of the house. The smell of wet road is still face down
I set my foot in a hurry. Wet water inevitably enters through the slightest between the shoes, right and left, running through the toes. Cold burst forth. Bones and joints signal non-mute frozen.
He had called me. But I'm in a hurry. In fact, when you are left with only body and soul. He will come with half of his body warm, cupping you in a twisted warm morning. He sang as the rhythm of the dry leaves that were not touched by dew. He told a story that has no ink etched. Then you have a smile. A smile that exists because you almost forgot wanted it there.
Up in front of a small alley I stopped. Whispering alone "Time is also about the threshold of death" I repeat five times. Hoping suggestion becomes a belief. With a slow pace, I stepped back. Down a quiet little alley while repeatedly trying not to look back. Long stepping, I felt lonely. As if not only in this alley I myself, but on this world. I'm really alone.
He followed me. But, slowly my footsteps are still in a hurry. In fact, when you are sad lonely, he sung to you a cheerful tune, which makes you smile. A smile that exists because you almost forgot it.
The house is now in front of me. The grassed house and its shadow merge in the dark. A house whose wall color is dark. The house with high roof soars dark. Bias of moonlight, would only emphasize the line of doors and windows. But I doubt it. Do you want? Is it window? Do you want? Is it window?
Then I said, that's the door. I said, that was indeed the door. I then believed it was the door. But nobody opened it when I knocked. I knocked. Only the sound of a one-time bell is the answer. I knocked. Only the sound of lizards chirping replied. Once again. Not. The third knock always gives birth to an answer. I was frustrated with my face now scared. I look right and left. And the silence increasingly spread wryly.
He peeked at you through the thatch of the fence. But, I'm too scared. Yet when you have no sword, he brings you as thunder and a shield as a shield. You smile. The smile is there because you almost forgot it.
I'm desperate. The door I hoped to open was still only closed. Maybe in the next house I found something. I hurriedly carried out the idea. The house is a little more radiant. Incandescent lighting from the upper room gives a clear view of the position of doors and walls.
I knocked it. Ah! Someone opened it. It was clear to me the sound of the key playing. Then stand before me a woman and a man. Not clear, how about their age. Their body is too big. Hugh. Very large. Together, whether consciously or not, they have closed every inch of the door frame. Now there is no difference between the wall and the door. "What do you want?" asked the woman. Or the man? I want to answer. But did not answer.
He whispers you from behind your body. But you are too deaf. In fact, when you are left with nothing but silence, it will come to you with a bolt of ink. He gave to your nadis various characters, with trees as pens. He did not forget to write a sentence. You smile reading it. A smile that exists because you almost forgot it.
Because I harbored sentences, they were fed up. Male, or female? suddenly kicked me. Strong. Right about my ribs. I was thrown far away. Face down, I thought maybe I had broken one rib. But even more complicated, I was covered in shame and I was aware of it. This is because of my silence and incompetence. I wish I could fight them.
They closed the door with a deafening sound of bedebam. I wish I could fight them. I leave. I wish I could fight them. Limping along the road. I wish I could fight them.
I really have to go home. He was waiting for you at home. He has provided a silk cloth to cover you. Do not forget to provide a glass of warm milk and a plate of soft bread. All just for your smile. A smile that exists because you almost forgot you wanted it there.
