Hello @sirpoe,
I found this story most interesting. You blur the lines between perception and reality in a way that might occur in a person undergoing a psychological crisis. This is intriguing in your story. The experiment with switching pronouns is a bit confusing, though in the end the true state of affairs becomes obvious. The narrator's reluctance to use pills is our final clue that she is suffering some sort of psychological rupture occasioned by grief.

This is an original approach. I look forward to reading more stories from you. (I have left you a small tip instead of a vote because my voting power is depleted.)