I agree to all that you said, that is a bulk of my personal view as well

I am relieved to hear that. I take comfort in kindred spirits because it can be so dispiriting.

I am a very sensitive person. I know, everyone thinks they are sensitive, but I really am. The horrors in the world get me down. Pol Pot, Mao, Stalin, Trail of Tears, Concentration camps (Nazi Germany, Boer War...go around the world for examples), 1867 India Famine, Gaza today....I am moved strongly by the individuals I imagine.

I don't think I want to listen to that podcast. I believe in the horror. It is always with us, somewhere in the world. But as you say, this war is not the antidote.

I don't know what to do, except lend my voice to whatever forces there are against violence and aggression.