Hold me steady
I'm shaking
This shot of bliss leaves me dazed
I'm stuck in a haze
I became addicted to the pills and needles
I thought I could escape reality and enjoy the thrills
But I became "ill"
The pain is too real
I'm losing my mind
Always Running out of time
I don't know who to trust who to believe
I'm being driven insane forgetting my name
I'm depressed and scared
The drugs are becoming a part of me
I have already threw away my future
So what is there?
(Calms down)
It doesn't have to be this way
Everything that i feel is real
But I could of asked for help
Share my thoughts
And open my mind
Play a game or write a story
Beat my stress and me being depressed
I shouldn't destroy my future
I can get help
I'm worth more than I think
So I got to stop lying to myself
I can ask for help and my future will change
I myself am worthy of my own name
It's not worth all the pain
If I disappear from this world then that means I'm only spreading the pain.
© Joshua Jeffries, aka afoolzluck
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8/21/2019
