My Life Story

Still in the process of healing...
Someday, I hope I will be able to say that I have fully recovered from my fears...

However, the fight to regain grounds have been challenging and a bit terrifying

Life they say is full of ups and downs, I have been through the rough times and the rosy times but you know, no matter what life throws at you, be strong enough to face it and when your strength can not sustain you again, run to your Creator and rely on HIS cross

Let me give you a brief story of what I have been through and probably still battling it

My life was all rosy and fun from the beginning, no burden, no sorrow but joy and happiness

Ten years ago, the story changed when my family was robbed in our former apartment, they made away with my dad's new car and a huge some of money some of which were his own and projects fund, the police couldn't recover our properties for us till today, my dad had to refund the money for the project despite the incident that occurred, we sold some of our properties like my mom's old car and landed properties

After then we had to move from our rented apartment that same year as our landlord had just increased the rent twice the initial payment and with all that we have been through, we took a wise decision rather than pay such a huge amount of money for rent that would expire in another twelve months, we channeled the money into completing our uncompleted building to fit for living atleast

And since then we have been trying to get balance financially and maybe emotionally

The robbery incident caused a lot of damage to the family, my mom became hypertensive after the incident, my warrior sister whom doesn't/ have never experienced sickle cell crisis before in her life started having crisis, on the quest for a green pasture, my siblings were all far away from each other and once in a blue moon phone calls was all that keep the family together except for Christmas / festive period

And ever since the incident that happened to my mum last year and then losing another friend, I became so scared of life

Because, we really don't know what the next seconds or minutes have for us