I'm falling apart and away
fragments of my sanity spread across my bed
my soul wishes to course uncharted waters
my body dreams of living in my neighbor's skin
hush now, you demon, you creep
to hell with you
tonight, I'll be vain, she'll allow it
cause tomorrow, I'll strive for fame
yesterday, I was a hero to my villain
and the day before, I killed for love
my vendetta and my predicament
shares a door and sometimes they make love
disgust washes over me as I wake
not from sleep,but to realization
oh,shit. it happened again
sad, but I'm glad
and I can't hide it.
I am shamed, but what is shame
what am I but an audience
to my own movie, I gasp at the suspense
wow, I never saw this coming.
what a scene. I applaud
that's me? on the stage?
hope you loved the show. I bow.
© Tilda
