Someone might find this weird but I have to do it
Dear Sam,
I miss you so much, you might not understand the pain in my heart, yes no one can see the inner person but at least you know for a certainty that I have always loved you, please find a place in your heart to forgive me and let's be lovers again, starting 2026 without you is totally unfair and I want you to reconsider your decision, find a place in your heart to forgive me, my life is incomplete without you my beloved Sam.
I hope to hear from you soon.