My name is Laura. Just call Rara. Right now I am 15 years old. I study at Sma Angkasa Jakarta. At this school I understood the meaning of friendship and love. All my ups and downs experienced in this school. I have a close friend named Radit. Radit is the perfect figure for me. He has a lot of flaws. But my love covered all of his shortcomings. Until I could not see the shortcomings. Radit who strengthens me when I have a problem. And vice versa. Every day, BBku is full of fuel from him.
The moment of promotion increased. I really hope the results of my report card require me to go to science. Because before Radit had promised that if I entered science, there would be something. And apparently my wish was realized. I succeeded in realizing Radit's wish. I successfully entered IPA. I am very happy to be in the same class with Radit. But the response from Radit was not very good. When I collected his promise, Radit answered "not yet" yet. I try to understand and wait until the time comes.
Every BBM from Radit can always make me smile and laugh. Radit makes my days more meaningful. My loneliness is filled with the presence of Radit in my life.
One day, there was a 3rd person in our relationship. Her name is Bella. Bella is Radit's childhood friend. As far as I know, Bella loved Radit for a long time. But Radit never chose Bella. It turns out that until now Bella still likes Radit. The incident began when I knew that Radit BBMan and Bella. And Bella admitted that she liked Radit. That made me very emotional. Understandably the name is a shame there must be jealousy. Radit and I really are not lovers. But I really love Radit. I was too afraid to lose it.
After the incident passed, the atmosphere began to cool down. My closeness to Radit began to improve. Radit once said "I know that Bella likes me for a long time, but you're just calm, I just thought she was a friend anyway". Those words make me much calmer. Now I'm not afraid of losing Radit anymore.
My days are filled again with the presence of Radit. His great attention makes me not ready to lose him. But do you know? Even though at BBM I'm the same Radit is really close, to be honest, in the real world we are like people who don't know each other. Radit and I rarely really talk together. Even though we are in the same class. if you meet, most just lyrics glance only. Communication from heart to heart (hahahaha).
I always tell Mama about Radit. And it turns out mama supports my relationship with Radit. Because since I was with Radit, there have been many good changes in me.
One time, something happened between me and Radit. Suddenly Radit BBM, "Do you like me or not?". Then I answered, "not like but love". That night I was completely confused by Radit. I don't know why Radit suddenly asked that. After I replied so, Radit immediately answered "let's just be friends". Then I answered, "Why is that?" Radit replied, "I don't think we are compatible, my friends also don't agree if I'm with you". That night was Saturday night. I was made to cry with Radit. I'm still not sure about the reason. That night I fueled his close friend Radit. Apparently my guess was right. That is not the real reason. It turned out that night Radit really hoped I came to his friend's birthday party. But I didn't come because on the same night, I had an event at church. I could not be absent from the church program because at that time my presence was needed.
Previously Radit had vowed, "if Rara comes, that's a good sign for our relationship. but if Rara does not come, then my relationship with Rara is not good to continue ". And apparently I did not come. I can't say anything. That was Radit's decision. I can't force it. But strangely, like there's hope for us to get back together again. And until now I still keep that hope. I believe there will be a miracle. if God has made me meet Radit, chances are there will be another miracle that makes Radit back to me. I don't know Radit still has a taste or not with me. But from the look in his eyes, I'm sure he also holds the same hope. That belief is what kept me going until this moment.
I returned to my days without the presence of Radit. I really can't do without Radit, but I believe I'm definitely strong. Physically I am really close to Radit, because Radit 1 is a class with me. But feeling, Radit is very far, even further than before.
Before graduating high school, the school held a tour to Bali. And after that a miracle happened.
That night, Radit came to see me in the park near the hotel where we were staying. It was the last night of the Angkasa High School tour in Bali. A few minutes, Radit and I just sat and stayed. Maybe Radit was confused about what to say. After a long time we just stayed, Radit finally started the conversation, "Sorry, Raaa," said Radit. "Sorry, why Dit? You have nothing wrong, "I replied. My heart starts beating much faster than usual. "Sorry I wasted you," said Radit. "It's okay, I understand" I replied with a smile. "Ra, honestly I still love you. I've been waiting for you for 3 years. Do you know why I've never been near you again? That's because you once said you didn't want to date before graduating high school. I'm afraid you will break your commitment. So I am waiting for you, "explained Radit. I just shut up and look down. "Look at my eyes Ra. I no longer lie. I promise I will always be there for you, "explained Radit again. "Then what should I do, Dit?" I replied asking. "Want you to be my dear?" asked Radit. "Hemmm" I thought for a moment. "You don't need to answer right now, why, Ra, we haven't graduated (heheheh). I promised there would be something if you entered science? This is my promise. It's time. I am waiting for your answer when graduation, Ra, "said Radit. And I just answered with a smile.
The moment of graduation was announced. And the results I received were very satisfying, and so was Radit. In the middle of the crowd, Radit suddenly came to me. "Laura, please be mine," Radit pleaded. "Sorry Dit, but it's not time yet" I replied with a sad face. "Why Ra? Do you have another one? " Radit asked also with a very sad face. "Haha, don't be serious, just relax (hehe). Meeting you is a miracle and having you is a fortune. (while holding Radit's hands), you are the most beautiful gift from God, "I said with a smile. "You're my princess," said Radit, smiling and hugging me.
never give up in chasing your love.
Because maybe "HE" is "your true love"
