I cried today. It was supposed to be a good day but I’m ending it in tears already. I haven’t seen my so called boyfriend for over six weeks because he traveled and finally, today is the day we’re meant to see. I’ve been dying to see him and that finally happened.
How come my day got ruined with the love of my life right beside me?
After eating together and chatting for a while, I asked for his phone to check my friend’s post on X because I don’t use it. That’s how some messages started popping up on the screen. It wasn’t my business but with the look of things, they were photos of my so called with a lady in bed. My stomach immediately began to rumble.
I was hungry and about to eat something else but immediately after seeing those photos, I could not sleep anymore. I was devastated and started to cry.
“Whatever you see is on you,” this was what he told me which even made me cry the more.
Usually, I’ll am not a very chilled person and I would have gotten angry but my past experiences made me cry.
I was so sad. I’ve had numerous relationships in the past and they kept on leaving me. I was hoping this will be the best but he’s still acting the same just like every other guy.
“Is there something wrong with me?” I asked myself because why do these guys keep leaving me? Even though the presenr guy hasn’t finally told me that we should end things, I can see for myself that things do not seem alright and maybe or it is most likely that we break up.
I broke down in tears after I got home. I just started playing songs and streaming a live wedding of a Nigerian celebrity.
This is their wedding song and I hope and pray that one day, I get married to the right man.
Truly, something may be wrong with me but it can’t be that worse that everyone always want to leave.
Right now, I’m still crying but the songs surely wiped my tears even though I can’t deny the fact that I am devastated.
I didn’t even go for heartbreak songs this time. I just went for love songs because I want to be loved. I want to be shown to the whole world as someone’s woman. It’s a good feeling.
And I want to say that people who are happily married do not know how lucky they are. Getting the right partner now is very hard because we’ve got so many players who do not have a good plan for you out there.
In this world, so many people now are users but even though I have been heartbroken so many times, I’ll never be a user and I’ll always be faithful.
One more love song before I say a goodbye to you all.
Thanks to you all for reading.
