My music inspiration turned to something very fantastic today. I haven’t been on good terms with my man. He has been ignoring me for the past few weeks. I didn’t know what exactly I did wrong. Since that happened, I’ve been all by myself plus the fact that I don’t have much friends to talk to.
It’s either I work, sleep, eat or listen to music. If I’m not mistaken, the last time I spoke to my man was a week ago because I’ve tried to make things work but it will be awkward when it feels like I’m the one forcing things.
Then today, I had nothing to do and no one to talk to. I was bored as well but didn’t want to strain my eyes on my phone screen or even watch some movies. Music was the best thing that could heal me right then and that was exactly what I did. It took me fifteen minutes to find my airpod. I haven’t been using it but today felt like its birthday and I jammed some songs.
I wondered what Lana Del Ray was looking for on my screen, lol. I guess it was an advertisement and I listened to her song first.
Young and Beautiful
Sincerely, I didn’t mean to cry while listening to this song. I didn’t even think about my man. All I did was just wanted to listen to some songs because I was bored but I ended up crying.
The song actually put me in the mood to cry and even think about my man. While listening to the song, I missed him so much. What if I text him and he doesn’t respond to my text? I asked myself. I stopped the song because I didn’t want to cry anymore or even think about him.
Un-break my heart
I guess Toni Braxton just made my condition worse. I miss my man so much and I can’t lie about it but I didn’t want to text him because I was scared of being ignored again. I had no choice than to hold myself not to text him.
Well, I really wanted us to talk. So, I posted the screenshot of me listening to this song on WhatsApp. I’m glad he was the one who saw it first. I guess he listened to the song too and he texted me. That’s the power of music.
Why don’t you love me?
Beyonce killed this song. I posted this on my WhatsApp status as well and and my man and I got talking. He explained the reason why he has been ignoring me and we settled things.
That’s the power of music. I was so happy and cried though because of my lonely days. Music was the remedy to the break we took.
He came home to pick me so we could go on a date and while he was driving, he played our favorite song, African Queen by Tuface.
African Queen
We ended the day this way and that’s the power of music.
