If there's something I realise is that I'll never be this young again, I'll never be nineteen again. Hi amigos, it's Abeegail again. I'll never be this age again, so I'll live my best. This is the time to do things that I won't be able to when I'm older. I have to live my age appropriate life and no one is going to award me if I don't. No one is going to praise me for being well-behaved in her teens, the girl that did what she was told. This is the perfect time to live a life that I can sit down in my old age and laugh about.
Being a homebody, I usually see most of my friends and agemate go places, have fun with friends and create memories, but as I homebody I stayed at home, inside my comfort zone until I realized that I won't be this young again. I won't be able to enjoy my life as freely. No one is going to reward me if I'm the most behaved girl in her teens, and I'm not saying I have to wild out or be wild, I'm just saying that there are certain things that I will not be able to do in my fifties so why not do them now.
These are my years. These are my years, my years to make that mistake, to wear that short dress, to fall in love with that boy that I know will break my heart, to go for that concert with my friends, to party, to dance, to chase that dream that is unreal, to laugh loudly, to get lost doing what I love, to try everything. These are my years to do what I feel is right, now. I'm not saying I want to be irresponsible or that I shouldn't think of my future because I am responsible but it's just a time for me to be easy on myself, to figure it out without feeling bad about it.
So, I'll live not recklessly but intentionally. I’ll try before I feel fully qualified. I’ll Start even when I'm not very confident. I’ll laugh loudly. I’ll take risks that scare me but stretch me. Because I'll never be this young again.
It's Still Abeegail 💗✨
If I’m going to age anyway, I might as well live.
Thank you for Reading.
The image is mine.
