I closed my eyes to it. It was that I was blind but my heart needed a break from it. A heart that lived like non-other yet it needed a break to think through things. The last time it was loved, it was treated as it was never expected. It called for a break and I gave it that. But as I write this, there is this spark in my heart that is ready to burn for this creature I donāt understand. Is it that Iām ready to live again, or is it just getting ready for something I have never seen?
From the skies, there is light. A blink that touched my eye. Just like electricity, it pushed it through to my heart. I froze for a minute, opened my eyes, and met that creature. A creature who was well molded. I used molded because from her top to the button was perfectly curved. A structure I have never seen before. A being I was sure was an angle. I touched her and could only infer from her nature that she might have been a prototype of the women in Jannah. She was great.
Could this be another chance? I asked myself. I wondered that a lot I loved to have a conversation with her. āHi,ā I said. She responded with a bright and wide smile, āHey, how are you. I can see you are stressed but we are also here for this. Hope we can have it done tooā. That pushed a button in my heart. The spark that came from the skies had a light hen with love and I could control it. I asked for a moment with her just for a conversation and I realized she was the reason for the spark.
A fun conversation. One that was filled with love. It was our first time but we spoke and laughed like we were already a couple. I admired her and she did. Our eye contact showed a lot that I just have to take my chances. The love I know itās whether we get it or not. If we donāt, itās worth it because we have thought. But to this angel I met today, I think I will push any mountain to make her mine. I love the conversation. She did too.
As I had a good eye for her, many saw and admired her too. She was made with great architecture. Seeing her will inform you about her great Allah is. She is a good representation of nature. What beauty and elegance I must say. A woman of everything. From her beauty her smile to the way she behaved made me lose my stand. I had to hold onto her as I use a protocol to let her in. There was a stir and I expected that. She smiles at that and hit me a bit with her shy nature. I told her, āYour beauty radiates this room and everyone can notice that. Let them know Iām that dark room only you can brighten.ā She smiled and said, āNo worriesā. I said āokayā and moved passed her as I waited for this Angel to finish.
We finished everything. We ended our conversation and we said we will stay in touch. Itās love again, I guess. Itās always amazing at the start. Too difficult to resist. But donāt know if it will be like the other. Love is what moves life and everyone must find that lost rib to complete them. But how do we know how that rib is? Well, itās worth it. I will take my chances. Whatever you fight for, you either gain the experience for it or you enjoy the fruit of it. I will take the chance. A wise man once told me, in the pool of love, just dive in. you might be afraid that you would drown but it will surprise you that you would be able to swim. Iām taking the dive and no matter the end; I will be glad. I only hope she is the light I have been waiting for.
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