I live in the NOW, which is why I come off as INTENSE, passionate.
I am NOT saving anything for a 'future' time or any other MOMENT other than NOW.
If I feel like splurging NOW, I will splurge now.
If I feel like conserving tomorrow, I will conserve tomorrow. Not NOW.
I am NOT AFRAID of tomorrow.
I used to be, once, sometime ago. It made me hold back myself in fear.
It made me not say things I wanted to say or take actions I felt in the MOMENT,
Because I was afraid of a future which did NOT exist!!!
Not knowing my actions of that MOMENT CREATED the future! A future birthed in FEAR!
A future always filled with FEAR. But,
I have since come to realize that,
The PAST is an ILLUSION and the FUTURE a dream...
You do not own illusions and dreams, well, are just dreams.
ALL I really have is NOW.
Which is why I pour out ALL my feelings into NOW,
Which is why my EVERY MOMENT, my every NOW, is always INFUSED with the BEST of ME.
I have no ability to 'hold back'.
I EXPRESS EVERYTHING I need to in this MOMENT and ... have NO need to look BACK.
Which is why I have NO REGRET and
EVERY MOMENT I flow past is left with an unremovable insignia which says:
"SHE was here".
Cos being PRESENT in your NOW is how you LOVE LIFE and how LIFE ... LOVES YOU BACK.