Hello steeminians, today I want to share with you the reason of why even though I have many recipes, photographies, thoughts, and comedy stories saved I don't write on steemit or in any place.
Since I was a kid, besides having several issues to concentrate, keep quiet and even go to class (several stories here) always, hear this, ALWAYS my notebooks where empty.
It's not because I was considered a genius :girl: or something like that; I read books , if I was interested in a particular subject I studied and weren't completely empty : I did drawings and cartoons of the teachers and my classmates (especially of those who were like a pineapple in your... armpit) on the paper , but for writing never more than my name and sometimes the date. I only had my notebooks "decently" arranged if I HAD to, never because I wanted to. Really cute notebooks, colors, but always empty. I had diaries to write my thoughts but they were empty too.
At the moment I have the opportunity to make money with what I love : to interact with people using languages. I'm creating something really, really cool, and future seems bright. But I have to write, so I found myself running around the house, doing house shores to avoid the simple act of writing. Even if it is something that I love, that I do in my own way and is for people that I care, on the top of that I get well paid.
So, what's going on?
My sister, Tifi (Stephanie) said that when we are going to write we get tense, our entire body tightens : like if you are holding a grudge against somebody (or you need to go to the toilet to number 2, sorry for being so graphic).
Ajá, I know how to write, I mean I taught kids how to do so ( foundations and schools) : how to hold the pen , the posture, the stories in books... to teach how to read and write to kids in Spanish, and in any language frankly, it's such a blessing.
I believe that my rejection it's that I associate writing as obligations, devoirs, tareas = annoying, nosy, aburrido, ennuyeux .
But slowly I can change that, as I changed eating more healthy, exercise, and cleaning, creating habits. Configure your brain with... chan chan...
PNL: Neurolinguistic Programming
It's to programme our brain in order to create habits and discipline according our wishes.
Example I always say that I hate writing, how many times I have said so in the last 23 years of my life? I bet as many times a notebook came near me. So I wrote on my chalkboard:
"Me gusta escribir y organizarme" = "I love to write and organise myself"
It might seem like a lie, but have you ever heard that a lie that it's repeated n* times become a truth? Pray and work!
Wish me luck my dear steeminians, I'll share my journey and hopefully it will be helpful for somebody out there ;)
A big hug!