For as long as I can remember, I've known that purpose doesn't exist. Things just are. Trying to find meaning in the meaningless is hard for me, because I know it's a mind trick to justify living. All in all, everyone comes up with a reason to justify their existence. Some bet on eternal pleasure, some bet on a greater good. I personally do whatever goes when I wake up. Hopefully something towards a greater good.
RE: I am an Optimistic Nihilist