And today i was having the reflection of my past with a rumbled mind and thoughts. I somehow felt a deep satisfaction within me to have reached a certain point in my life which I wasn't sure I was gonna get to years back.
Some Years ago In my life was like a ditch, It was like a tunnel with no light at the end of it, it seemed more to me like a clear example of hopelessness with no traces of hopes to be found anywhere near. I felt lost, bittered, shattered, belittled, felt like I was losing up on something that meant the world to me (my dad). I watched my life flashed right before my very eyes and all I could do was weep down the whole of me. I couldn't even help myself by myself. At some point, I gave up, clad back the little courage within me. My life was Imbued by my inability to face my fears.
Somehow, my life wasn't meant to remain still, so grace found me, picked me up from the ditch and replaced the lost hope. I saw light for the very first time after a while and it made me smile.
18years ago in my life is a memory I have to hold on to for life, No, it's not permitted to haunt me but It could remind me of how it all started, That's something I have to hold on to so tight.
In essence, Forget the camera lights that adds brightness to our faces and the gleeful smiles lighting our lips. Behind those, are dark times, regrets, pains but above all, a Resilient spirit not to shut down the ambition. We are on a journey and the journey isn't close to been over yet.
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