You and I have a similar experience.
And I too have felt that anxiety. I don't feel it any more, though. Experience on the platform and an established network have helped.
And now I am able to upkeep an awesome part-time blogging gig writing about 1-2 hours every weekday morning.
It's a dream 🤗
Keep at it.
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