It is 11:11 am and I have been staring at this screen for 10 minutes. The song from Roxette pops into my mind...."What's the time...Seems it's already morning..."
My desk faces the large living room window. When working on serious stuffs, it is a way to look up to the birds to ground myself and go back to work. Yesterday, I looked up to see a deputy sheriff walking up to my door.
I felt so bad that he had to be there. He actually spent a few minutes talking. I could tell he was concerned. When I shook his hand, as we said good bye, I told him not to worry. My kid feels good in this home, I am going no where.
For several hours, the eviction notice sat on my desk. Finally, I brought it up to a few folks in direct messages. Just as a way to calm my nerves. There is enough in my online store, and I will find new clients...
I had a conversation with Moon Mod because he is by far one of my favorite folks. When I was really sick, pretty much my first four weeks on Steemit, he was my little ball of snark and great humour. More and more brilliant Steemians are come aboard, but @steemitqa was the reason I wanted to make a difference here.
Everyone who has stated I am humble -- yes, for the most part, they are right. I am not a complainer except to bring about a positive change that helps all. But I am a creator that wants to see success all around him... I mean her ;) Yeah, I love it when folks come into chat and get help thinking I am a man -- OI, there are some smart women on Steemit -- dudes (snap, snap, snap).
For everyone that stated they could only upvote @aggroed or my posts -- do not sell yourselves short!!!!!!
THAT IS STILL A SHOW OF LOVE
This, also, applies to those that sent "small" amounts -- there is NO such thing as a small amount!!!!
I was watching last night...through tear soaked eyes. All night I thought hard on what I could give back to the community -- at this very moment that would express my love and gratitude:
I wrote a really basic, but easy to understand course on How To Be A Better Steemian. @satchmo is going to work on the audio soon, but for now, it is still a tool to help brand new Steemians understand the platform and culture a bit better.
I have taken it off my website and posted it on YouTube. Please share this -- put it in posts -- get it out there. It is my thank you for the love that keeps this roof above my family's heads and hearts.
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