What’s wrong with wanting a little privacy in a small town? I like keeping to myself unless around friends or with my heart and I can be myself. I come off as awkward, lonely, sometimes sad. But I am who I am, and I don’t want to be anyone else. I enjoy my friends, family and love the way I do. Always will, so if I come off as lost or lonely in a small town it’s because I never really fit in this town, but fit in with my like minded peers. In a way we’re all just a little lost, even though there are those of us who claim we are found (not me, God knows how I am)
I like being a little lost, makes life more interesting and the adventure worth it. Small towns are not a bad place to live, but people talk and make assumptions. That isn’t the part that I enjoy. I keep to myself and hope for the best, that change will come and maybe at some point it won’t be so bad to stick around someday.