I can't think of anything to write, I'm not even sure if this could make your day good or worse. All I know is that, everyday, all I wanted was to be okay.
Okay in a way where I won't mind some people who says bad things about me. Wherein I'll just use them as a motivation instead of crying inside my room wondering what I ever did wrong.
I always ask myself, why me? Why am I not good enough? Why do I always pity myself? Why do I have always have to prove my worth to people who isn't deserving.
At the end of the day, I always pray, and work my ass off to be successful, so one day, when I face them and the world, I don't have to pretend anymore.
Why do some people forget all the good and only remember the bad things?
Then, it just sinked in, it's not my job to be everything to anyone.
Ciao! 💋