RE: ALL THEY MAY NOT UNDERSTAND

yes they do. But note that this was written at a time when a disapoinment was still fresh in my mind and this was coming from a purely selfish and self centered perspective. Most times, in situations like that, we tend to highlight our interests more; be it a result of self pity or whatever. So while I do agree that others probably have had their own crosses, this was set in a moment when all that mattered was your (my) ordeals. Thank you for taking time out for this