My Life

01:52 PM

Circle K happened in 2014 and then there was a situation at Balo Hostel in 2015, Anna Barbie 2016, and Anh Coffee in 2017. I would say I learn lessons. I learn to pick battles. But at the same time, those stories go beyond that. I've been able to reference every month of my life since 2010. Now, I'm trying to work myself back even farther back in time. The Time Traveler's Wife was a good show I watched in 2022. The 2022 show might be based on the book or books, I have no idea. My goal is to simply identify at least one real personal and direct memory for each month of my life since 1990. I was born in 1985 but I don't think I can get every month prior to 1990. I cannot imagine people who cannot remember their lives. I can barely remember my life. Roy, you said I have bad memory. Roy wants me to watch Somewhere in Time starring Christopher Reeves. If you would go back in time, you would make different choices. Circle K was combination of pressure, events. The conclusion of Circle K is simple. I was wrong and they were wrong. Period. We were all wrong. The leader of South Africa was put in cuffs. Are you racist? Does that mean Mandela is bad because he was put in cuffs? Jesus put in cuffs. If Mandela and Jesus were hanging up 911 calls at Circle K, the green short bus Vietnamese cops would put them in cuffs. Roy: "If Judas called 911, Jesus would let him...freewill." If Judas spilled his coffee, you would send him to prison for ten years. Finding the appropriate punishment for actions is the tricky part. If Robin Baker murdered a girl, if Robin called 911 to say I killed the girl, how many years should I be locked up for hanging up the call? In 2012, Robin reported a false crime and I was thrown in prison for potentially more than a year. Robin was not punished for her false claim. On top of the false claim came a secondary false claim in a court of law later on. Everything Robin said was hearsay that was NOT backed up by other witnesses. In court, there was a secondary line of false claims which had no evidence. Cops came. Robin said I didn't wash the dishes. Lock me up. But then went to court, the story was that I was beating Robin. Look at the photos, I went to town on her body. They showed the judges photos of the bruises on her body. According to that, I must be a very violent man. Robin was not in court. Robin's lawyers, which were actually not her lawyers as she didn't actually take me to court, had the photos. I was not able to get a good look at the photos or whatever it was. They flashed the photos at me for about 2 seconds and a few seconds for the female judge. But I was not really in court for that. I was in court for hanging up the call. But my lawyer said if I plead guilty to hurting Robin, then the federal charges would be dropped. I do not know what happened. 2 cops came. One cop took me outside to question me. It is possible the other cop took photos while I was outside. It's also possible other people came later on to take photos of Robin. The cops said to me they were not going to take me to prison had I said I didn't hang up the call, that was my only crime.

02:36 PM
Circle K happened a month after cops kicked me out of my house. The female Circle K cashier would talk to me for weeks if not months until that one day. It's possible she was on her period or was busy. What happened at Circle K almost didn't happen until the male manager confronted me later on. What I did at Leaf Pagoda in 2014 I also did at the 23/9 Park in 2016, and yet we never talked about what happened at the park. People do bad. I did bad. Others did bad. But I would emphasize on the bad people did. But people are distracted by the bad I did. The distraction keeps us from analyzing the bad other people did. The Oatmeal Monster is alive. I made it back to 2009. I was Fez in the Snow Fort. I was looking for the Biden Water Cars. Elon Musk was getting me high. Hero Wars White Man was trying to cut me. His doodle was so big. And so hard. I'm trying to remember what I did the summer of 2009. I can only remember less than 1% of my life. It is like I was never alive. The courts said Alex was already guilty. But that is not how trials work. You have a right to a speedy trial. But there was no trial. I am not sure how educated Roy is. This mystery leads me to interacting with Roy. Had Circle K happened in America, I would have asked the girl, she would react, "Umm, I didn't say hi cuz I didn't want to freak." Then that would have been the end of the story. Period. My crime was in trying to interrogate her at an elevated and accelerated rate. My intention was to simply get her to be honest about the situation regarding what really happened good or bad. But Asians are taught to save face even if that means being dishonest. Alex said many things about Sandy, some of which came after people came on and said stuff. That is critical to understand. What are dementors?

2009
I would go to Quest Center for Integrative Health - Multnomah County: 2901 E Burnside St #1831, Portland, OR 97214. https://quest-center.org/.

06:56 PM - Discord
Why is my post on Hive Blog not displaying but it does display on Ecency and PeakD?
https://hiveblocks.com/hive-145322/@joeyarnoldvn/2022-11-01
@joeyarnoldvn/2022-11-01
@joeyarnoldvn/2022-11-01
@joeyarnoldvn/2022-11-01

2022-11-01
The post is from 2 months ago. I tried 4 other nodes but the post is not displaying. When I change nodes, do I have to wait a few minutes before trying to load a post? I thought nodes would have older posts. On Ecency, it said the post got low ratings. It's my daily blog which is pretty boring, mundane. It must have been downvoted. But it doesn't even show up on Hive.blog. By the way, I am no longer able to comment in the HiveDev server on Discord. They probably thought my comments or questions were too unrelated or whatever. But I wasn't trying to. It looks like it was disconnected off Hive.blog as it does load on Ecency and PeakD from the blockchain itself. The one that says 2022-11-01. I think a man was mad at me, so he was flagging my posts for about a week around that time. 8 consecutive posts of mine were downvoted to zero. Out of those eight posts, only one of them is not loading right now. In other words, other posts voted down to zero still loads. But 2022-11-01 did not load. The man who was downvoting my 8 posts said I owed him 20 HBD because we placed a bet. I was trying to say Trump would get more votes than Biden for 2020. After getting these 8 posts downvoted in November 2022, I sent around 60 HBD or Hive. I basically sent him almost 100% of my HBD at that time. I was basically hoping he would stop flagging my posts. Antisocialist, it looks like you downvoted a post of mine. Each of those 8 posts were flagged by azircon. One of them has flags from several accounts. But only one of those 8 posts failed to load. Are you saying you were on an automatic downvoting trail set on tipu? I am on upvoting trails. Via the hive.vote website. Made by that one guy. Some people don't like these automatic downvoting and upvoting trails. I hope I wasn't downvoted for using these services which I like. But some people disagree. I'm looking at the details of the post via Hive Blocks but I don't see anything indicating if the post was removed, disconnected, or whatever. I'm also trying to compare the details with my other posts. But I don't see any differences other than the missing post had 2 downvotes. 2022-11-01: net_rshares -1,792,945,317,677. The post was not edited as far as I know. I posted it. I didn't edit it. The post appears on the backend according to Hive Blocks and shows up on 2 frontends, Ecency and Peakd. It is not showing up on the Hive.blog frontend. I tried different nodes and still no luck. I see no clues as to what might have happened.

Can the admins of the Hive.blog frontend manually disconnect posts?

Update.
2023-01-18 - Wednesday - 10:25 PM.
This 2022-11-01 post showed up today on the backend according to Hive Blocks and also on the Ecency and Peakd frontends. It did not show up on the Hive.blog front end. I made the post via notepad. I have been keeping a daily blog on Steemit/Hive etc since 2019. I do it the same way every time. A few times there was problems with code. It would give me an error message. I would fix it. But most of the time it is very uneventful. Very repetitive. I reviewed the code for the post. Looks the same as my other posts which do show up. I also edited the post a few minutes ago to add some text to it.

I can log into Ecency but not Hive. Update: I had to clear web browser cookies and then logged in via Hive Signer in order to get onto Hive.blog.