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There's so much in my brain,
Verses mixed in with pain,
Feelings that some would say are insane,
Going through all the bad memories again,
There's nothing more I can say,
You just got up and left one day,
I wasn't sure why things didn't go my way
But all that I could see was dark clouds and rain
I asked myself why
Why couldn't I get you back in time
Why couldn't I do anything but cry
My life became empty and dry
From all the tears that I cried
Now there's nothing left
After your tragic theft
I felt as if I were cleft
I could feel the right side of my heart split from my left
The damage is irreparable
I'm still alive and it's a miracle
I've never felt so unable
All that's left is my bedside table
I get down and pray
That somehow you'll walk my way
Find me here one day
And try to mend things again
On my knees
I beg and plead
There's nothing more I need
Than your sweet embrace
I can barely remember your face
I just wish you were back in this place
Where you could occupy my space
It's like I've fallen from grace
I want you to bother me again
I want you in my brain
And not as a bad memory
I want you to be a soothing melody
Till we meet again
I will get on my knees
I'll rid myself of this pain
And hope to hear your keys
Turning in the door of my brain
By Ethan
2017/10/02