My Heart's Calling
If only I could embrace the dak and stop longing
Why does "if only" exist in this world?
It only means "I can't"; in my heart I still hold
My mind keeps telling me to stop; but my heart says "No!"
It's calling out your name; my yearning overflow
Among all the people in the world; why does it have to be you?
Of all this world's population; why did I end up loving you?
My tears burst as my heart called out your name
Yes, obviously it is I who deserve the blame
For I know, no matter how hard I call out to you
You'll continue to move forward 'til you're out of view
My heart curses for I couldn't tell you these words
It's as if my voice box was stolen by mischievous birds
These bittersweet words that are trapped in my throat
Are slowly leaving; into the abyss they float
My heart called out your name one last time
I shook my head as I heard the final chime
For I know, you wouldn't come even if I wait
This foolish love I have would soon dissipate
@tegoshei
I was randomly listening to music on YouTube on autoplay while I was busy doing other stuff and squeezing my brain from talking with a new friend who only speaks Japanese. It feels so frustrating when you really want to talk a lot because he's also an otaku and we enjoy the same anime, yet my vocabulary is very limited. I guess I'm very lucky that most Japanese people are understanding and very eager to teach you their language. Anyway, that's not the point... lol.. I just let out my frustration, but I'll certainly try my best at studying the Japanese language.
Going back, YouTube suddenly played a Korean song called "My Heart's Calling" by Kim Dong Wook. I remember this song because I used to listen to it a lot back in the days. Although I'm not into K-drama, I was able to finish the series called "You're Beautiful" because of YongHwa (CNBlue) and HongKi (FT Island). And this song was among the series' songs. I thought, "What does this song mean again" and so I checked the English translation.... Ohhhh~ it's so poem-worthy. And.. tada~~ this poem is born!!!
This poem is inspired by the song with the same title "My Heart's Calling". You may check the video below to listen to the song.
それではまた～
Love lots, @tegoshei