When did I fall apart?
At what point did I get to my weakest?
When did I become a stranger to my own self?
Though I felt the pain, I felt me loosing it, breaking apart....
I have fallen flat on my knees, knees cracked, hands bleeding, me drooling
Head spinning.
I do not know myself anymore.
I cannot feel myself anymore.
At what point exactly in our journey did I loose it?
At what second exactly did I fail us?
It hurts. It hurts.
Can your heart feel my pain?
Why does it hurt this much?
Even though I have tried my best, I have fallen.
Truly, heaven's bent to take my hand and lead me through the fire.
Truly, hell has made me it's prisoner.
I am a lonely captive.