Out of the big closet, I chose few. Standard design. Very quiet design. I don't like to make noise I think. Don't want to be noticed.
So, I wear those clothes all my life. Haven't tried anything else. I see life in a certain way, nor have I thought about this option. which I don't know if I like... I just never think about trying on some new clothes. About looking at things differently. It is just that I don't have the powers. Or the self esteem that will make me to do things for myself.
And so I find myself wearing those clothes... They have been kind with me. They are a part of me now.
Somehow I still got some sense. Some sadness about me not wanting to try anything new.