conflicted
between knowing that it won’t work
and being happy that i can finally try and move on
and being disappointed that it won’t work
and wanting to keep working at it
conflicted
between feeling like i could have given it more
and wanting to try
but you saying that there was nothing more you could have
and being done with it
conflicted
between being jealous that someone else will have your heart to themselves
and wanting to cry because of that
and knowing that i will always have a part of yours in mine
and wanting to explore that
conflicted
between loving you
and not caring about anything else but that
and wishing you would just give it a shot again
maybe it was a bad day
conflicted
between knowing it’s time to move on
and not being ready to
conflicted