Yeah that is true texts can be rather subjective at times that's why when writing this post I had to reread it several times over and figure out my frame of reference.
Yeah my frustration is how neoxian (aka Mr. Dragon) responded to me in 2 parts both removal in chat cause I left his guild and made that post and his need to refer to me as a "crybaby" or to "xxxx off" in a later post. Regardless of your position and stature you shouldn't put people down in such a way especially when it isn't properly warranted.
Yeah your right that is why in all facets of my life I always try to find or create win-win situations or at anytime a win-win-win hence me just renting it at whatever prices near the end as I value my time greatly and I could have just as easily and more than willing to have given a guildmate all of that overpay vs a random stranger.
Yeah a guild is all about proper communication and teamwork or at least in my opinion if not I would just attack the game solo lol. That is why I made the executive decision and where the follow up post I put in this picture. Which he then instantly responded with a kick out of chatroom (not guild related as it is 2 different boards) and when i pmed him for clarity as seen above that was yet again his response to me.
Many times people maybe afraid to speak out due to who they are speaking out against, but for me I have nothing to lose here and even if I did, I'm the type of individual to fight for my beliefs even if at times its against all odds. Without those principles and beliefs who are we really?
For me it isn't about the help, but how I was mistreated and abused in the aftermath. Also that personal community just isn't for me but I have nothing wrong with them as a collective or group of individuals just in how an individual chose to respond and treat me in the process. Also I can just as easily be contacted through pm or element which btw none have done so but 2 have responded here, not that it is their obligation or need to even respond as it in whole isn't on them.
I already moved forward as that situation lead to several guild's asking me lol but I had already made a promise to another that I am following through on now. <3 I agree so much with you as if one place didn't appreciate or acknowledge you the world is so vast and you can always find somewhere/one that will accept you for who you are in it's entirety who won't mistreat or abuse you.
Thanks I'm always actually challenging and questioning my ideals of peace and what it is I want out of life as that is very important to me at my core. I'm just making sure that situations like this I can shine light and awareness on that no matter who you are, your position of power, or think you are you should never treat someone in such a manner.
Yeah it is actually quite good of a day as I'm feeling the vibes of some of the messages and support I'm getting as apparently this isn't the first time this has happened. I'm just not someone that will drown out my own beliefs because I may face adversity along the way.
!PIZZA
RE: My last post here in neoxian or using this tag EVER